Pregnant!?!

Its a girl!!!

I was in work today, I'll set the scene, it was a really boring afternoon i Castle High land and I was at my desk trying to get comfortable and had no where to put my feet. My fingers were sticky because my glue stick had ran out and I was knee deep in Key stage 3 science work when along came Mr Chris (ok hs name is just Chris but I like putting Mr infront of names because i like it)

He sat down at a near by desk and we partook in general chitr chat when the conversation suddenly came around to me being pregnant........

Ok you can all breathe out now........i am not preganant! It was just that Mr Chris apparently had a dream last night that I was pregnant and gave birth to a little girl.

We then had a scary conversation about how several of his dreams about people had come true!!!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!!














maybe not just yet ey?!

Here I Am

Over here!!!!!!!!

Aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh well, what to say. Theres so much I wanna say to you all but I just cant....so I wont....it wouldnt be good or right. Its been a tough time recently and I dont wanna dwell in it anymore. Things have happened, not all have involved me but all have affected me deeply and its been a hurtful time. Everytime I have tried to detatch myself I have been bought further into it and I just wanna poke myself in the brain until it all falls from my remembereance.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh now thats said I feel better!!

I have a problem at the moment and the trouble is no one can help me with it. If I do what I think is right and act on it people will want to know my reasons and then people will get hurt in a BIG way.....if I act and dont explain myself in order to protect said people then I will look like the bad guy (again as have been in a similar but less serious position before recently) and Im fed up of coming over as the bad guy when all i am doing is protecting people who dont even know I am doing so. My only other option is to carry on as things are......but I know that cant happen either as I would be condoning things I shouldnt...but people wouldnt get hurt IYSWIM

AAAAAAARRRRGGGGHHHH I hate dilemas!!!! I wish none of this stuff was going on. Its not just one situation it is many, some I can say, some I cant but I want it to stop!!!!!

Please pray for this as i dont know what to do and only God can sort it....also we are still homeless and tehj buoilding work where we are staying is starting this week and now little Jacob (who is 2) is in hospital and is poorly. WE NEED YOUR PRAYERS!!!!

Apart from that things are fine and I have come to realise that God is with me and I am not as much of a loser as the devil has being trying to convince me that I am of late......Sorry my recent posts have been so stressy but this has been the only place i can let it out..........love you all

Me:)

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If you havent already sonsored me if you would like to do so the link is here again.......

http://www.raceforlifesponsorme.org/celebratingjames

Remember its for a good cause!!

Thankyou :)

The Long and Winding Road

Has nothing to do with what I am blogging....it was just in my head at the time and as most eople who spend time with me will know, i tend just to say random things that are in my head...............yes it does make for interesting debvates and often leads to trouble.....but fun kinda trouble IYSWIM?!

I humbly and publically (sp?) appologise for not keeping up my pronise.....I couldnt get to a computer again to blog.

But................................................here I am again. I Dont know when I will blog again but probably not tomorrow as I have an interview for a University course tomorrow in Lancashire.....yes I will most probably be going to go to uni in Lancashire if all goes well tomorrow......But fear not Dudley, I am not upping sticks and leaving, I am doing it distance learning. I will be doing a Foundation Degree in Supporting Teaching and Learning if that means anything to anyone?

I have to be in Wolvo for 7:09 am and I wont get back to Wolvo untill 7:40pm then I have to get from Wolvo to dudley also.......I am not looking forward to this!! I woke up today with a poorly cold so would you all please pray for me to do well and be well please?

As for an update on my depressive state.....well you now me....someone asks if i am ok and I talk about milk..................oh is that the time I must go and categorise my sock drawer

TTFN my friends...TTFN

I hearby Promise....

TO BLOG TODAY..........................................................................as long as aaron lets me near the computer..................gggrrrrrrrrrrrrr at his game :p - do love ya tho ;)